best i ever had

so i was sitting around thinking today, and today i realized that i have definitely gotten to a point where i think that all that have RIGHT NOW is the best i've ever had in my whole life.
i found that things aren't as perfect as they probably can be, but i'm sure nothing ever really is.
some of the most amazing things and some of the most horrid things have occurred in my life already in the year 2OO9 ; ah!craziness. but as i always say ; these things allow me to grow as a person, i'm still not sure if over these past few months i've grown for the better or for the worst.
you be the judge.

i discovered and learned from a friend that not everything you're in love with has to be a human being. yeah yeah , this may sound a wee bit rediculous to you , but it makes absolute perfect sense to me. we discussed the one thing that we both find complete comfort in. whether it be a sport or anything else. we came to the conclusions that the things that we are "in love" with help us to escape from any massiveness going on in our lives, it's the one thing that we know we're good at even when no one else thinks so, it's the thing that makes us feel like life is definitely worth living; it's my boyfriend it's his girlfriend.

now it is time for me to take the next step of maturity in life. noo no, i don't mean really big serious things, just little things like school, getting through it, responsibility for myself for my actions, etc. it's time that i grew up; really

omg , totally random. but im watching the season finally of realworldbrooklyn & its soo sad. i hope ryan is safe and well in iraq ; obama bring them home :(
im super excited about the new season of the hills btw ; aaaaah loves it.